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Just know that I love you, my dear But it's time to address my fear All of these years have been great But it's time to set this record straight I must confess that I'm the Devil I don't want you to fall to my level I never wanted to fall in love with you And I can't fathom what you'll go through Please won't you just run? Just tell me you're done I'm scared for your death I fear for your last breath Promise me you will not burn I will not lie that I will yearn Yet is it worth it for you to burn with me? This is the time for you to see Though I won't let you sell your soul To fall down and lie on coal With many souls filled with hatred With s

It's okay, I just need time alone Even though it's dragging me down Right in your times of need You took away each others frowns When you all fell in this pit You refused to stay in it And although I'm still here I'll just go ahead and disappear The next time you fall I'll ignore all your calls And drag you back in To remind you of your sin I want to hear the sound Your body hitting the ground Don't leave me here And erect my bier I was there when you'd cry Even when I thought I'd die You said you were my ally But all you'd do was stand by And to think I loved you Though you'd leave me in the blue Am I getting through to you? Just don't even

You won't let me breathe How can I say I'm alive When you don't hear my cries And throw my hopes to the sky? What did you mean When you said you loved me? I thought I knew who you were When you were all I could see In my sleep I scream your name Holding onto all we had Falling over the edge Yet I claimed I wasn't sad Baby I can't walk away Nor can I let it go I swore I'd never stray I've never felt so low You still linger here Honey, please stay or leave Living out my fears I lie here deceived

Turn the corner on ninth Then you'll hit my place Look like a tool on your moped Now it's time to abandon base Let's grab our bicycles Dad is getting drunk again Mom's nowhere to be found It's a long time until ten You weren't even alive Yet you praise back then All you got was your birth Where have you been? Blew out my only headphones Just so you could hear Not going to take a radio But we'll grab your pop's beer Turn onto the main street Did you even wash your locks? Find a way to beat the heat Just ride around the block Do your pants even fit? Street lights still off Don't take too much of a hit Just drop them in the pit Your mom's scream

How can I fly If I can't run? I swear that I try That I can't be done I'll pray to God To end this cold That runs up my spine Please break this mold How can I run If I can't even walk? Please just hear my voice Just sit down and talk How can I walk If I can't even crawl? Don't turn away Or else I'll fall I killed a part of myself That would only kill me Leave me numb So I can't see Don't run away And let me fall I can't handle the sway Nor hear the call

Thirteen years in this system of flaws I think I'll leave my mark You greedily sit without a cause Well now it's all gone dark Just think about it When you said I'd be nothing I knew I'd make an ass out of you Planning all my moves You built your house from lies While I built mine using grooves With all of your dirty money The horses stomp their hooves Do you even have any respect? Lacking any true intellect You're forgetting all aspects I've found my therapy If it could never be done Then smash my house of cards Just sit on that pun Now that I've come so far I'll be damned If you left any impact This kill has been canned There's nothing left

Maire sat up in her bed, looking at the alarm clock which read 8:00 A.M. She looked at the calendar on her wall, the first date that was not crossed out read July 15, 2012. Sighing, she gets out of bed, grabbing a towel to take a shower. Moving her long, ginger-brown hair out of her face, she pulls her pajama top down from it twisting in her sleep. Before leaving her bedroom, Maire takes a glance at the pile of cardboard boxes that sit in her room, filled with her belongings, prepared to move across the country. Walking out of her bedroom, she accidentally trips on a box that reads “SEAN’S CD’S.” Outside of her brothe